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STUPID WEATHER ><

2009-11-18T04:24:00.000-08:00

its quite true that how weather really affects ur mood.
it has been raining everyday since last week
and now im feeling jus like the weather
dam n cold, deactivated
n tats why im writing this (as i seldom update my blog, all my frens know tis ;P)

as i don feel like doin any revision so i went on facebook just now (promise myself to stop FB-ing)
i saw Jerrard posted a note, a very sweet wan indeed
jus for ur info, he is my class rep for all 3 semesters n done a gd job :D
next, i looked back all my photos that were tagged by my frens
when i look at all the college photos i realise a few things :
1. i really do look old, very old
2. im so dark like malay girl (walkin to college is one of the MAIN reason)
3. i plumped up dy compared to first sem n 2nd sem, very sad :(
4. i was the shortest (this happen all the time, kinda immune with it already tho ;P)

okok, all those few things i mention up there are not important, these things are what that counts :
1. i meet many GREAT COOL FUNNY "RACIST" new friends :D
2. i learn many many things that some i've already forgotten and some that its new for me (thank god i learn sumthing, as the fees are so 'cheap')
3. i met many smart intelligent frens that are always there to help me when i ask them questions like my closest n noisiest n tallest n so pretty even vampire looks at her, lavoa, n also my dear very cool fren, pei wing
4. i met many english educated ppl in my class which i think is very cool, at least sumtimes i get practice my english :P

it doesnt matter where you are, leaving with ur family, frens, or studying in college or U, workin in a shop or office, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE CONFLICTS... its a norm... but its normal. there are many many gazillion types of people out there. impossible to get every1 to get along smoothly, even daddy n mummy argue sumtimes.
however, i've already improved on how to handle things better. how to communicate with others without hurtin them, (sumtimes i really overtalk, but with no bad intention or offense, i js cant help myself to be the noisy wan). hey, this one thing i learn also very important, which is the FIRST IMPRESSION!!!!
i believe in first impression plays a big past in how people is going to think about u.
dress nicely and smartly for guys n dress prettily for gals :D
actually i think dressing up everyday is really a good thing to do for me.
most of the time u can know my mood and sumtimes confidence by my dressing.
if i dress up casually, simple collar shirt with shorts n sandals, thats when i have no mood, no confidence, in myself.
in presentation, i dress to boost my confidence. (weird huh) i need assure myself i look good in order to present well. this is really not a goood point i think.
hmmmmm..... i think i need to do sumthing with my weight n dress up nicely next year as i promise to lavoa. i break my promise dy, i promise her that ill dress up in sem 3, but i didnt. :(
lavoa, hope u will see a better michelle nex yr k :)

holiday is coming, exam is even nearer.. lol....
ill stay at home during the day during holidays hoping i would get a bit fairer
sleep more, to heal my face

@@ its already 9 pm. nt yet study!!!!
(my econs note are calling for me dy, i havent touched since a long time ago)

Discover myself with exams

2009-11-17T08:19:00.001-08:00

My final exam is just around the corner.
Friday wil be my first paper, English paper. (dam difficult wan, IELTS)

For me, exams isnt just about burning the midnight oil, trying to memorise and understan what I have learnt and vomit out the answers when sitting for the exam papers. Most importantly, I know myself better through exams. ;P

Firstly, it is proven i have bad memories. I forget things easily tats why i always studyin last minute. If I study early, Ill sure definitely forget what I've studied when the time comes for the paper. I wish someone could tell me how to improve my memory. :(
Secondly, I realise I need to be alone when come to studyin or doing something serious. I cant be distracted wan, if I get distraction, I TOTALLY cant do my work and concentrate. Ill talk to my friends especially my close friend Lavoa, since both of us are so SUPER TALKATIVE.. haha....
Thirdly, I am not born smart or intelligent, unlike my few frens in college especially Lavoa. She is crazily smart and her memory is like 'wow'! Happy for her n her parents to get such a smart daughter. If my mom has a so smart daughter like her, she will be so proud. LOL... She is still proud of what I am now la (sure la, her production ma, haha) So I need to put in extra effort to get good grades compare to the others ;D
Fourth, which what I am facing now. My Monthly aunty is visiting me soon. I'll go through terrible mood swings and feel extremely tired. My mind cant work at all. Cant absorb anything from words to figures, ESPECIALLY ECONS for now!!!! so Ill pray nex time exam is not near this dates and do early preparation if its necessary. :D

Oh God, please Help me. I desperately need the strength to concentrate and absorb.... I couldnt afford to feel regretful after the exam for not trying my best. I cant put the blame on my Monthly Aunty visit... I need to do something to overcome this problem but sadly, I dunno how. :(

Nothin is difficult

2009-11-14T06:07:00.000-08:00

Nothin is difficult. Its difficult bcoz u dont know or don understand.
after writing the above sentence, i realise there are many things i stil dunno n dun understan.
Firstly, the one making me so worry, is my CASH FLOW STATEMENT for my Accounting 2 this sem.
its so complicated
addition to my BAD BAD memory, its more difficult.
i try to understan but very difficult to understand (im tryin hard tho)
i understan better now la compared to last week.
THANK U TO MY FAVOURITE ACC. LECTURER, MR NAKIRAN.

* tried to upload his photo, but dunno y fail :( il try again nex time.

He is a man FULL with patience.
The thing i really salute him is that he has the patience to explain bout the same thing over 10 times WITHOUT even showing a sign of anger. He still can continue explainin in the same tone without rising his voice not even a bit... :D

My 20th birthday with my dear classmates

2009-08-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

I feel im really lucky to have u all guys, my little sis n bro. hahaha.... my classmates always cal me gangsta wan... haha.. i am angel, how can they call me gangsta!!!! i am loving n caring.. hahha...

nyway my classmates celebrated my buffday wit me in secret recipe SS15... they got me a sweet sweet cake added wit love.. haha... its so yummy.. its white chocolate macadamia... oh, i love the nuts... (my salive is dripping on my bed) :D here are some pics

thank u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! muaks muaks muaks!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lurve u all....

Happy Fish 1st blog :D

2009-06-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

hi everyone, this is my first blog le.... dunno how to start my post. ok la, ill start by introducing myself?? my name is Michelle... my hobby is making people's life happy(like me). Currently I am studyin (stressful, especially Econs). ahhhhh... wat to write summore ah? oh ya, im lucky i have many gd frens over here always there for me. I love u all. I love u Mandy. I love u Ting yi. I love u Pei wing. I love u Juan. :) muaks muaks muaks (js after eatin durian) hahaha

ok this is it for now. Ill think what to write summore the next post..